harry potter seizure in front of sirius fanfiction

How how long? Sirius asked. maybe "a bit" is an understatement.. again, i only write happy endings, so hold onto that as some comfort! Four minutes was different. The seconds started ticking up. There was saliva and blood pooling under his cheek. VIII. Posted by . Three and a half minutes was long for him, but it wasnt dangerous, not yet. The boy's slight frame was not only exaggerated by his insistence on wearing his godfather's old t-shirts as nightclothes, but also by the fact that his almond-shaped emerald eyes and black rimmed glasses seemed to overpower his entire face. A million things he wished hed done differently. . Except, they aren&x27;t. One night while out on the grounds of Hogwarts, Remus smells the s of his mate and fallows it Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets "I thought you were going to buy me a present Missing POA moment - Remus sees Harry. Nothing, he sighed. They may have stopped running down faces but Harry knew- as did Sirius- it didn't stop the cracks inside. sounds like something good for the immune system, he shrugged. As long as youre sleeping, Sirius mused, because it was true; Remus hadnt slept almost at all the night before. Sports-drink is better than grape. Just a minute ago, it had been so loud, and now it was so quiet. Its okay, Sirius said again, because he had to. He could. Hed been so out of breath before, panting like hed run a marathon, and now it was gone again, and there was nothing he could do. FanfictionBot 7 yr. ago. Thats all it had beensomething simple, congestion, body aches, a sinus infection at worst. Kind of. Regulus came back out of Harrys room and pushed a hand through his hair. Remus was meticulous about these things, even if he was a force of chaos in every other way. He hadnt gotten an aura, and he hadnt been sitting, and he might have hit his head, and he was sick, and he had a, so maybe Sirius should have called an ambulance right away. Remus was loaded onto the stretcher, strapped in, and he was pale and still. It was just a cold. And I bite my tongue sometimes. I feel like the tin man.. Sirius traced a finger down one of the fine white lines still visible on Harry&39;s face. June 1996. He shoved the barstool off to the side, far from Remus face, and some far corner of his mind wondered if Remus had hit his head when he dropped. Their dysfunctional family seems to be being tested once again, leaving many to wonder if it can weather the storm. Sirius couldnt make his thoughts catch up to the reality that was in front of him, the reality that Remus had dropped like a rock and gone straight into it, no warning, no aura, no nothing;there and then gone. 1 It gives those who experience it the. northwestern lacrosse. He shoved the barstool off to the side, far from Remus face, and some far corner of his mind wondered if Remus had hit his head when he dropped. I could do tea, Remus replied, taking another swig. call. Hes with EMTs and doctors and thats who he needs, right now. Time always felt agonizingly slow during these ones. He hated it. I dont usually go longer than three minutes. Alright. Handle it. You could spend hours thinking about all the ways this could play out, but its not going to help anyone. Can you time it?" the operator added. He soundlessly locked the door again, and straightened up. Sirius caught one of his hands in his own. EWE, disregarding Sirius, Remus, and Colin Creeveys deaths, sequel to My Big Fat Pureblood Wedding. But his eyes werent focusing, and his breathing was becoming shallow, and it didnt make sense. Harry looked up to him questionably but kept silent as his godfather hadn&39;t given the safe word yet; their lessons drilled into him well. Shit, he muttered, taking his hand out of Remus (and trying to ignore how awful and cruel that felt) and picking up his phone, switching out of the timer app and over to his messages. tip: lex m/m (mature OR explicit). Sirius had been impressed with the binder when he first saw it, organized with color coded tabs and records of surgeries and medications and drug interactions and blood panels while Sirius hated that it was necessary, he found himself wildly appreciative how prepared Remus was for this, even if Sirius himself wasnt. No Its okay. just then as though he could help it. Oh, fuck, he mumbled, the word sort of slipping out of him involuntarily. He held Remus tight in his fingers, clutching the back of his neck with one hand and Remus hand in his other, willing him to wake up. made Sirius feel just a bit less tense. Remus would say. "I know. Hows the headache?, Hm, Sirius nodded, frowning. He willed himself to calm down. i can come too Remus Lupin explains to Harry that a change in the shape of a Patronus can happen due to a large shock - in this case, it was probably the death of her cousin Sirius, that caused the change. but yeah, as i said in the intro notes, this fic is gonna talk a lot about both sides of the experience when dealing with a chronic health condition, particularly the 'scarier' parts, from both Sirius' pov and from Remus' pov since i think both sides are interesting and complex topics to write about, and i hope they're interesting for you to read about as well :), and fr, next chapter is gonna have the comfort part of the hurt/comfort i swear. 5. . . sounds like something good for the immune system, he shrugged. Remus groaned, tipping his head back so it was leaning against the back of the couch. Four minutes didn't have that one minute buffer. He wished he didnt turn away just then, in that short moment, even just to fill the kettle. Whats your partners name?, Okay, Sirius. Four minutes was only sixty seconds from danger, which had no. Probably, Sirius agreed, taking the box out. That&x27;s what got Harry suspicious of the headmaster. This times just different. Second, as always, I only write happy endings, but this fic will discuss a lot about fear and recovery when dealing with chronic health conditions from different perspectives. How it went, what shed done to help, how it had looked. I did not sleep with that wizard! He was just stiff, all of his muscles tensed and trembling and locked in place, and Sirius wanted to hold him or cradle him against his chest or shake him and tell him to wake up, to breathe, to stop, Regulus lived the closest out of any of them. , and then as soon as it was four minutes and one second, there were only fifty nine seconds left, and then less and less and less. harry, harry potter fanfiction harry tortured in front of sirius, &0183;&32;No Slash harry potter fanfiction harry is, (defunct, Wayback) Count to Three (HarryRon, activities; pcie bifurcation riser mining; WORD OF THE DAY, and read tortured harry potter fanfiction stories and books, known as the Marauders - James Potter, Remus Lupin, it before dragging it across in a neat line, one of the most famous wizards of modern times, e hissed as the silver burnt him, red and vicious, Pain exploded in his veins making the fifteen, but see rather more of James than there is, hair and yanked him back up above the blood bath, sex mentor, lets call her xxSlytherinXXXSweetie Harry Potter 5 Reasons, arguing with the beaming nutter in front of him, he actually talked to Harry Potter, Draco was terrified. what to say at a ptsd exam; . is he alright? That was normal. Maybe he stood up too fast, or stood for too long, or hadnt gotten enough sleep, or hadnt had enough water. Call 999. You arent driving right now.. . minutes seizing, and ten minutes where Sirius felt like his whole world was stuttering to a stop. Several seemingly small changes in a familiar story spark large differences down the line. Sirius swallowed hard. Remus had told Sirius he was pretty sure hed caught it from some lady whod sneezed on him at the caf, and as disgusting as that sounded, Remus had just laughed it off. Five minutes and three seconds, he explained. He was on his back, not his side, but he wasnt supposed to move him. A million other ways this could have gone. Remus made a noise in the back of his throat and Sirius could feel it through his fingers. Good. Okay. Okay. Okay, he cut her off. Wouldnt you like to know, pretty boy. I know, Regulus murmured. Its been five he pulled the phone from his ear, and put it on speaker, checking the timer app again. Oh, fuck, he muttered. He needed to get up. He put his hand against Remus cheek, and it was awful how hot his fever was. This wasnt normal. was, because he was still wailing as loud as his little lungs would let him from his bedroom. he huffed, waving a cracker in his fingers. Okay, he said out loud for good measure. He thought about the texts hed sent; please, emergency, remus going to hospital. Sirius tried to do the math in his head of how long the seizure had lasted, then, or how long it had been since it stopped, but the stopwatch was still going from before since he hadnt paused it, and all the numbers had started swirling around in his head. It had been a small thing that had sparked it off and a simple reply that caused Sirius&x27; life to change for good. . It didnt make sense. harry potter seizure in front of sirius fanfiction. Now that he said it, it made sense. What, he whispered, are you doing here Sirius looked pained for a second, and then he blinked, and that stupid, cocky smile lit up his face once more. ooh! No, Sirius blurted out almost insistently, and then the reality of it all hit him at once, and he felt like ice was running through his veins. all_monster, slurpy_slurp, joaca04, AuntieNeko, venusvalentine, astrolupins, ginger_menace, B1ackCatChatsBack, sadcoffeeb1tch, EmelieK, 12226, gayfirefox, Softgo0, geekyballerinakate, wasabibi, Okay_quail, Mensch_anthropos_human, Zozo_Dove, thetrillquill, Marauders_fan09, issyhacon, niallwrongband, CuthulhuIsMyLordAndSavior, ScaryMicrowave, C0ffeej3lly, smajliksar, MissAoiffe, babeer865, ri29, swagdab, plutomoony, cxrsedmoon, sadhomosexual, XXLoveLifeXX, definitivelybad, connieready1758, Camel_corner, tam5015, Gracyn_bella, ScorpioDoubleSag, Marauders_Amber08, succulent_nurturer, Bittersweet_W, midnightsmoony, A_LittleChaos, renegade06, Kin_of_depressed_dead_wizard, Jsndhehdbdjdn, doodoo12, lilgreengremlin, and 370 more users No follow up, no guide, no answers. Shes not going to blame you, Sirius, Regulus said gently, shaking his head. No follow up, no guide, no answers. I knew that, . That was normal. Voldemort is gaining strength. he huffed. was a strong word. Itll be alright. His eyes were glassy, rolled halfway up and darting back and forth, catching on nothing. Four minutes was only sixty seconds from danger, which had no Hows the headache?. Remus had said, and said again, and said again, And this was the thing, though; the difference between, felt infinite it felt safe. when they werent sure what else to say. Sirius held his breath, running his thumb over Remus' cheek and jaw, and Remus squeezed his eyes shut harder, stretching his fingers out and clawing through the air. By . " Sirius wiped at his eyes with the back of his wrist and picked up his phone with shaking fingers, trying to get back to the stopwatch. Okay. . Yeah, Andy, Im here Regulus said, and his voice startled Sirius a bit. and minutes, because if he waited until One night while out on the grounds of Hogwarts, Remus smells the s of his mate and fallows it Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets "I thought you were going to buy me a present Missing POA moment - Remus sees Harry on the train Remus Lupin imagine Fanfics Fanfictions de Harry Potter de todos os gneros Fanfics Fanfictions de Harry. title is a quote from hozier's Cherry Wine (yes another hozier title leave me alone i love him), this is part of a series, but can be read as a stand-alone :), (See the end of the chapter for more notes.). Maybe theyre in the walls. So if the seizure continued right until the ambulance got there, it wouldn't be five minutes long, it would be, say, five minutes plus however much time it took the ambulance to get there, and then if Remus didnt stop, it would be Search Severus Breaks Harry Fanfiction. Ever so slowly, Sirius pressed the glass to his wrist and put pressure on it before dragging it across in a neat line. Go on, drink your sports-drink, Sirius urged, turning to put the rest of the groceries into the fridge. He kept one hand rested against Sirius shoulder. It wasn't dangerous yet. 5. His phone was next to the sink, and he grabbed it, messing up his passcode twice before he finally managed to unlock it and click on the timer app. upset, Some terrible, critical part in the back of his head said this was because of him. I shouldve checked before I went to the store, Sirius said, opening up a drawer to search. At two minutes and forty-seven seconds, the convulsions came back. His shoulders went lax, and as soon as Sirius saw that last thread of tension leave him, he wasted no time turning him onto his side. . How long had it been? Is he breathing at all?, Some, Sirius nodded jerkily even though she couldnt see him. Remus hadnt gotten to four, before. He was just stiff, all of his muscles tensed and trembling and locked in place, and Sirius wanted to hold him or cradle him against his chest or shake him and tell him to wake up, to breathe, to stop. It sounded so obvious, something that didnt even need to be said. i've got at least two more fics planned, but will probably keep adding as i get more inspiration. he thought. He felt sick. Keep breathing, he said. 1 It gives those who experience it the. Youre okay, Moons, its alright. He wiped his hand over his face, trying to unwind the tightness that was gripping his heart. Can you keep talking, Sirius? Wont be more than eight minutes. He squeezed his eyes shut, tipping his head forward to rest against Regulus chest, and the roaring in his ears was slowly quieting. He gave his phone number to someone. The thought of that made him nauseous. of the word Okay. the operator asked, and Sirius startled a little, forgetting she was still listening. what-ifs. loud house fanfiction different lincoln; goose parade netherlands. Sirius breathed, trying to still his shaking hand so that he could feel it. the operator asked, and Sirius startled a little, forgetting she was still listening. Er chamomile? How many Tylenol can you take before its too many Tylenol? He put his own palm against his forehead, frowning. Was it even accurate now? made Sirius feel just a bit less tense. 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She giggled. He missed the button at least three times before he got it to reset and start. It made it real. Harry and Draco are in the process of adopting a son when they find out Harry is pregnant. Fuck, Sirius cursed again, jumping to his feet so fast he nearly tripped. Sirius didnt think that. until bad things could happen, and the Okay, Sirius breathed, but the dial tone was already changing. He said it softly, like a statement, almost casuallyso casually that Sirius turned expecting him to ask something about what they were having for dinner, or telling him he wanted honey in his tea, or complain about how off brand sports-drink didnt taste as good as Gatorade. They hadnt sat down. Work Search: papa Theyd skipped getting safely to the ground. &0183;&32;Harry Potter A History of Magic Meet the man illustrating the latest editions of Harry Potter books Non-canon Harry Potter erotica mm Narcissa wants to protect Draco and so she saves Harry harry potter fanfiction harry dies in front of sirius, Fanfiction-Suche Sirius finds them however, and convinces Remus that he was innocent and Peter. Pansy Parkinson/Original Female Character, Original Female Character of Color - Character. It really. There was a little pool of red drying on the hardwood. but they didnt have After the shock of losing Sirius, Harry becomes depressed. Sirius is dead. What if she blames me? Sirius asked miserably. 27. He tried to stand, stumbled, and then caught himself, forcing himself to his feet and toward the door, and it felt like he was floating a little, like one second he was up and the next his hand was on the doorknob, and then he realized he didn't bring anything to prop it with, so he shoved a sneaker into the base from the shoe rack, and it would have to do. When Regulus found whatever he was looking for, he crossed the living room to Harrys bedroom. Their chests collided hard enough that it knocked the wind out of him. It had just been a cold. Breathe. He was on his back, not his side, but he wasnt supposed to move him. It had been the cause of a great deal of accidental magic as many young children were woken from a . Oh, Harry was shunned by the whole school after the parseltongue incident. 27. everyones i know this one is heavy, but i'd love to hear your thoughts on what parts resonated or made you feel things your comments mean so much to me, especially in this series. He knew his legs must have given out at some point, because he was on the floor, now, his back to the wall of the kitchen island. calling for Sirius hands were still shaking, and he couldnt quite see straight. brief mentions of blood. Thanks. He pressed the heels of his palms against his eyes. Blueberry Superfruit, Thats a new one, Sirius had mused. He pulled a breath in through his nose and let it out through his mouth slowly. Remus made another noise like a moan. Gatorade?. Right? I make a lot of noise. 2. . It hurt. Alright, thats thats good. Without Wormtail, Sirius would not now be dead. Sorry, hes he pushed Remus hair out of his face. 2014. . Theres triggers, Sirius said, picking at the skin around his fingernails. Okay. He hit. the message said. He could feel Regulus heart hammering as well. Can youcan you stay on the phone? he asked. I know, I know, but look, its blue! Sirius held out the bottle to Remus, and Remus made a little Harry whined, finding himself suddenly in a halter top, blonde, curly wig and knee high boots with fishnets and short shorts. What happened to. He was just it wasnt even that, just a fever and aches and he wasnt sleeping great, I guess god, it just went wrong so, Sirius insisted. Sirius, breathe, Regulus urged, and anything that Sirius had to protest in response to that came out in a sort of half cut-off hum. Sirius opened a cabinet to get a mug out, and Remus dug around in the drug store bag, pulling out one of the packets of crackers. Oh, thats the melatonin. Regulus started opening cabinets in the kitchen, but Sirius stared down at the floor. Hed done something wrong. "Okay," Sirius breathed. Remus asked, twisting the cap off with a crack. When Sirius was sick, he made it. I know, I know, but look, its blue! Sirius held out the bottle to Remus, and Remus made a little, sound and took it from him. she said. He missed the button at least three times before he got it to reset and start. hed probably worried them sick. Sirius held back a laugh. He had no clue if she was just saying that to be reassuring or if she meant it, but it didnt matter much. Youll give me fever dreams.. pq. was, because he was still wailing as loud as his little lungs would let him from his bedroom. And then they were gone, and they closed the door behind them, and Sirius was alone in the space between the kitchen and the living room standing with his hands in front of him like he was reaching for something, but nothing was there. Of course you will, Lily Evans, Harry Potter&x27;s mother who sacrificed Rowling and the seventh and final novel of the Harry Potter series Chapter Title Word Count Reviews; 1 The Advertisement After Remus resigns from Hogwarts, he meets Tonks for the first time Remus Lupin & Harry Potter (22) Sirius Black & Harry Potter (20) Sirius Black. " Slower.. Somethings he blew out a breath. sports-drink, before? Okay, he said out loud for good measure. Tell him to get Euphemia to stop calling Sirius, Ill ring her in a minute, Regulus added. breathed. Harry whined, finding himself suddenly in a halter top, blonde, curly wig and knee high boots with fishnets and short shorts. the operator said. Sirius shot his hand out to grip the forearm of the EMT who was nearest to him because he needed to hold onto something or he'd collapse right then and there. Please consider turning it on! Its different, hes, Messages were pinging on his phone. . Sirius thought. Youre doing good, Sirius murmured, ducking his head between his shoulders a bit. It was grounding. I dontI dont know what Im doing. Maybe he should call Marlene, he thought, orOh, fuck, I need to call his mum, Sirius realized. An Aunt's Love by Emma Lipardi. she assured him, or tried to assure him, but there was a lot of fear tied up in eight whole minutes of waiting that made Sirius feel like the world was crushing down on him. He was insistent about it, like somehow the simplicity of that statement would undo the chaos that had come before this. He was speaking, and it sounded like someone else's voice, saying times (six minutes and sixteen seconds, a minute and forty six seconds, forty seven now, forty eight) and saying medications (Dilantin, but before that it was Topamax, but they'd switched) and no he wasn't allergic to anything (except pollen) and yes he got seizures like this every so often (but they were usually two or three minutes) and yes, hed had a fever, no, not that high, and yes, hed eaten something that day, and yes, they had emergency information here, they had a whole binder. What was the before? Sirius? How long had it been? He wanted to cut this out of his memory as well, if he could. the operator asked, and Sirius flinched. How he ever thought he would be able to drive himself to the hospital was lost on him. Thats normal, too, Sirius had to supply those himself, and his mind was having no trouble theorizing all sorts of terrible things. and then one from Mary Where is he now?. Hello, this is the ambulance service, Thats relaxing. Okay, Sirius murmured. Remus would say. It really, A million things he wished hed done differently. Hes not totally stopped, its just likeits like hes choking., She asked questions, and Sirius gave answers that no, he wasnt hurt otherwise, he just bit his tongue, that yes, hed cushioned his head, that yes, hed helped him through seizures like this before, that no, theyd never gone this long, not while Sirius was there. Superfruit A potion changed everything Truth Hurts - A Drarry FanFiction by Tab 138K 4 Fav characters (not in any order) Severus Snape (HP) Before the end, Harry has to face his biological family once more as the heir to the Dark Lord Join us on this journey as Harry decides who his real family is, and finally faces the man who ruined his life. AN- I do not own Harry Potter. He should have done this first, should have started the timer right away. . Sirius nodded again. Sirius nodded. That must be it, right? jealous He pulled off his sweater and laid it out under Remus head as carefully as he could without touching him and then glanced at the stopwatch. Okay, Sirius murmured. Hagrid, shocked and angry, moved to intercept the boy. It was okay. . He wished hed told him to sit back down, to stay on the couch, to lie down and rest. Just after 4 in the morning a shockwave rippled through the magical world. Dont stick anything in my mouth. Notifications started popping up, and Harry was babbling louder now, calling. Its stopping, I think. Sirius opened a cabinet to get a mug out, and Remus dug around in the drug store bag, pulling out one of the packets of crackers. Notifications started popping up, and Harry was babbling louder now, calling I know them, Lupin; terrible, terrible vampires, headed by the foulest git going. He was pinching his phone between his shoulder and ear. He cupped his hand around the back of Remus head, and then he pressed his fingers in a little bit, trying to feel if there was a bump there. Brothers, and all that. Harry's disarming spell had the power to beat the Dark Wizard, in part, because Harry was the true owner of the powerful Elder Wand, which Voldemort was using. Please consider turning it on! Because Harry couldnt ride in the ambulance with them. getting help, That was it. Were not doing. Wont be more than eight minutes. was the right word, but he envied that in a way. The result is this story. very brief mention of a needle. When the story made the prophet, the boy would be politically untouchable. Hes not. normal. . . An Aunt's Love technically does this, as Harry literally becomes so despondent and broken in the summer after Sirius' death that Petunia has no choice but to enact the rest of the plot. Remus chest jerked again, and with it, he exhaled a harsh, guttural sound, one that sounded dangerously close to a sob, close enough that it made Sirius heart ache. Op Harry. and becoming more insistent because he was awake and he was hungry and he didnt know what had happened, because he was just a kid, but the noise made pressure build behind Sirius eyes. Regulus was here, and he wasnt alone, and he could do this, because he Hold on, hold on, he muttered, and then realized how ridiculous it was to tell Remus to "No, Moony, no, please" he felt like he was begging him, as though Remus could hear him, as though Remus could help it, but he didn't know what else to do, he didn't "What do I do? Sirius talked to him, because it made it better, even if Remus wouldnt remember it. His back arched. Remus? The end of the stick lit up, making his face visible through the darkness. It punched a terrible sound from his lungs. He could have done anything. Thatnot breathing its. He exclaimed, smiling. minutes seizing, and ten minutes where Sirius felt like his whole world was stuttering to a stop. togetherness But if you waaaaant you can follow me on tik tok for more "live updates" ;) @third_crow.

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